You Are Gay

Oh my goodness. Our gay Lit prof is being mean! And when I say mean, it's serious-mean.

It started last Monday. The group reporting disappointed him, and from then on he started being... imbyerna, gay style XD It's pretty irritating actually. But more than that, it's depressing. *Sigh* He's my favorite prof. Actually, not only mine, but my block's. Why did this have to happen... -_-

There's something wrong with him, though. He's taking things a bit too personally: a while ago, when I greeted him outside class, he acted as if I were one with the air XP He didn't even look me in the eye! WTH. That's wrong, man. It's unprofessional, right? I mean, even if you don't like someone, you should atleast greet him/her back when he/she greets you. I know he was upset - insulted, even - but please. Not everyone in the class did something wrong.

Moving on...

Zohan! You know what? I think I'm falling out of love for him :P haha! I know, it's kind of sad. Last Monday I spent my free time with him (and it's because I invited him - not the other way around XP), and instead of feeling giddy I felt... disgusted? LOL! No, not disgusted, more like... I wanted to be alone. I wanted to get away from him. And what's weird about that is that he didn't do anything offensive - he was actually very kind. So WHY?? Maybe it's because I saw his face up close and saw that he had many pimples?? HAHAHAHA. Wellll... I can't say that that's not part of the reason but, WTH. XD Oh my gosh. Now you see that I really do have high standards. :( FAIL.

Oh, yeah! I know you guys want to see him. Well... want me to give you his Multiply ID? I can post it here, but if someone who knows him sees this, it's going to be embarassing. :)) So if you do want to see his pic, just add me up on YM. It's kaslacson. :)

That's all there is. Ciao :))

The mushy and gooey love investigation pt. ii

Warning. School girl post coming through. Read with barf bag.

I'M SO HAPPY! And yet I'm confused as to what the real deal between Zohan and I really is T_T Argh... who knew that men would be even more confusing then women?

Anyway, let me tell you all about it.

Zoology class always starts at 12:30, but yesterday I came to the classroom an hour early as I had to practice a report with my group mates. I was expecting that I'd be alone in the classroom for a long period of time, but surprisingly, Zohan and I entered the room at the same time (he went through one door; I got in through the other)! Gasp! Is this fate or what (ookayy...XD)?!

Since both of us were alone, the girl-ish, malandi voice inside my head said, "You must make a move!" So I did. I sat beside him, since, you know... it'd be awkard if we sat apart, in silence, for an hour (oh, really.). And we talked.

Me: ...So. What org are you joining?
Zohan: Glee Club.
M: Woooow, so you must be really good at singing! SAMPOL!
Z: *Laugh* No, not really.
M: Sige lang. Sample!
Z: *Laugh* But I have colds!
M: No that's okay! Sing please T_T
Z: ...What d'you want me to sing?
M: Um. *looks for songs in the MP3 player I'm holding* Closer (Ne-Yo)?
Z: Haha, no! I don't want to sing that. Black ang kumanta eh.
M: *Thinks... 'OMG, a racist T_T'*
Z: The singing voice of black people are so good. Mataas without effort.
M: *Thinks... 'Ah, hindi naman pala racist!' XD* ...I can't think of any song.
Z: Yung ano nalang... 'How did you know, I needed someone like you in my life'
M: *Dahil crush ko siya, todo react ako* SIGE!

He sang the first stanza. His voice is good! And to think he has colds.

So we talked some more; there were already few people in the class room.

Then he stood up, got his wallet from his bag (which was on another chair), headed to the door, and said, "Sama ka sa caf? Libre kita."

I didn't give myself time to think. I immediately agreed. When you think about it, parang makapal ang dating ng mukha ko. Hindi ko man lang tinurn-down ang offer niyang manlibre. Hindi na nga kasi ako nag-isip. :P

We had drinks; I thanked him profusely.

So we talked until we got back to the class room. My group mates were there; we had to discuss the report.

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So it was dismissal and I saw my kabarkada, Jenny. She was with her friend and her friend's boyfriend. We hung out for a while; and I told them what had happened with Zohan a few hours before. Since I was also talking this over with a guy, I was hoping he'd tell me the meaning behind what Zohan did.

He said, "Ay, hindi. Nakikipag-kaibigan lang yun."

HAYNAKO! Kainis T_T

Is that really it? I'm gonna cry T_T (OA!)

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Anyway, Zohan and I texted a while ago despite the fact that I'm Globe and he's Sun. But I'm kinda tired already, so I'll just save that story for next time :D

Sorry, mushy. Even I'm irritated with myself. :|