growing old

It's less than three months before my birthday, and I can tell you - I'm excited. NOT.

I'm so scared of growing old; turning 18 makes me scared. Well, I'm excited about the party and all, but the fact that I'll be turning 19, then 20, after that really creeps me out. No kidding. If I could, I'd stay 17 forever.

I know that I'd be freed from a lot of restrictions once I turn 18, but the hidden message there is that I'm already old enough to be left alone. Homaygulay. I still want to feel secure - I still want to feel, er, protected :|

I don't want to turn 18, or 19, or *gasp* 20! I can't commit any crime knowing that I can be put to jail (LOL, yup, I seriously think about that XD).

Anyway, I need to improve on my writing skills. I'm beginning to suck big time :(

Owned

Since there's nothing worthy to be blogged about, let me just share with you this photo I Stumbleupon-ed.

Destined!

I think I found Kiko's Friendster account. And by that, I mean the real Kiko; the Kiko Rustia of Survivor Philippines.

When I'm deeply passionate about something, I do all I can to obtain information and to get closer to this passion of mine. Apparently, Kiko is one of my passions. HAHAHA so yes, after some painstaking research and interviews with different people, I think - I hope - I finally found the real Kiko! Mwahaha! *More evil laughter*

Kiko, alam kong itinadhana tayo maging... magkaibigan. (Depends on how you pronounce it LOL ;)) I hope to see you in the shores of Boracay. XD

Isn't he hot :))

Anyway, sem break is over. Why am I feeling so sad about this?

Cosplay is for the rich

Since hearing of it, I have always wanted to cosplay.The thought of dressing up as one of my favorite anime/gaming characters excites me for many reasons. And although it has long been my dream to do this, I never came close to achieving it. Heck, cosplay is costly (as far as I know) - and to buy all sorts of materials, from the wig to the clothes to the accessories to the shoes, just to showcase it all for a few hours - it's not practical.

Then I saw this site, and believe me, I'm amazed. More like swept away, actually.

But there's this one character which I dream of cosplaying: Lulu of Final Fantasy X



BUT HOW D: And where to get items... actually, have I got any money for this? Haha LMAO. I'm getting all dejected again. But I really want to cosplay Lulu; I want to look exactly like her. But for now, I'll save my money for more important things. I'll start saving up for cosplaying by the time I'm in showbiz. :))