This is how I disappear

I've been so pessimistic lately, and I have to change this attitude of mine since it gives me bad karma. Being angry, frustrated, or dissapointed about things just gives me more reasons to dwell on the negative, and when that happens, I, most unwillingly, gravitate towards negative situations. See, we're all like transmission towers: we attract things, people, or situations that are on the same frequency as us (got that from The Secret :D).

I think I need to scream. I need to be alone, away from people, and scream my lungs out. I need to inhale and exhale more often (argh, blast commuting); I need to think. I need to think about how I'm living my life and how I'm shaping my attitude. In short, I need to change.

Alright, you can do this Kring! GO ME!!! :)

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We had our algebra prelims a while ago. It wasn't that bad - I answered the questions with confidence, although I had a bit of trouble with Part V, question no.2. It was a word problem about investments. I thought, 'How could I answer this if I don't even know what investments are?!' Stupid, right? Disappointing, I wouldn't get a perfect score anymore because of that. Whoops - bad karma! Stop it, stop it!

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I really need to be enlightened. Maybe my cluttered + paranoid brain is the cause of all this.

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Grabbed from Lara. Ü

RULES:
1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next
button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!

IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?
- Tattoed On My Mind ("Yeah, it's sooo okay that it's actually tattooed on my mind!" Haha!)

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
- Cubicles (WTF. Anyway, it's about liking someone who doesn't give a damn about you. Guess it's about my too-high standards regarding crushes. They're so popular they don't notice me huhu)

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
- Turn You On (Well, I was thinking about one of Paris' songs. And, uh, I don't have any crushes right now)

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
- My Boo (To find my one true love! Hahaha WTF)

WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
- Underneath it All ("I'm really lucky underneath it all!" Yeah!:D)

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
- Hi Hi Puffy Ami Yumi Show Theme (Read: " It all started when we first met and strapped on our guitars/ We made music so great and good that soon we were rock stars/ The biggest in Japan") Yeah my ambitious friends!

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR PARENTS?
- Powerless (LOL I'm not that mean!)

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
- Nothing In This World (HAHAHAHAHA!!! Busted! XD)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BESTIE?
- Where Is Your Boy Tonight (Uh...)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
- Sunday Morning (As bright as the Sunday sun!!! Ohaaa!)

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
- Drowning Lessons o___O (Okay! I really need to stop being pessimistic now!)

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
- I Am (I'm what?)

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
- Jai Pas Vingt Ans (Wha? Okay, according to my research, it's almost about me being narcissistic. And can you believe there's a line that goes "Just write my poetry if you're okey dokey!" PFFFFFT. WORSE LYRIC EVER.)

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
- Hollaback Girl (BWAHAHA! Funny XD I don't answer them back you know)

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
- A Little Less Sixteen Candles (LOL don't even know what that means)

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
- Relax, Take It Easy ("Coz you're dead now" Right)

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
- Dis Moi Si Tu M'Aimes (Uh..o_O means "To Love Again"! Okay I've been searching for romance. That's my hobby! LOL)

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?
- Piece of My Heart ("Oh, honey, you just can't let it go, can you?" Right)

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
- Are You In (Haha, just have to go with the trend!)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
- All Good Things Come To An End... :(( Aw how true.

WHAT WILL BE THE SUBJECT WHEN YOU REPOST THIS SURVEY?
- This Is How I Disappear. LOL. XD